| The Most Known Unknowns |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|12:11 pm] |
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Sorry for this being long, I must talk about things. I'm not sure if anyone reads my crap or not anyways, but at least I get it off of my chest. Lots of stuff happened since last time I posted, it's kind of neat seeing things that's happened in my life. Project Street Beatz, the old CRX I had, that was fun and boy was it loud. I never got to do anything with it, but I guess that's just something I can learn not to have too much fun. I've done lots of audio stuff and actually started a little business. Haven't gotten any customers, just a couple to buy some ring terminals. I know other people have it a lot worse than I do and that I should be thankful for what I have, but I guess living in the USA has just made me another greedy american. But me being a greedy american I will always be one till I die so I want what I want and I will work for it but I have to have breaks every now and then like everyone else gets. I do all of this stuff believing in karma and all of this stuff, and I've yet to see much go right for me, really. All this stuff about girls. My hormones are going crazy, I don't know if I like it or what. My lil weiner is taking my mind over it's crazy. I've been working a lot on my cutlass. I have nothing to lose so I should go ahead and try to learn shit now before I get another car and mess it up or something. I'm going to cut it short and go sit out in the other room for a while. I'll catch you all later. Also if you have any extra money laying around, send it my way. It always goes for something good. |
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| Worn out |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|11:48 pm] |
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I woke up about 6:30 and by about 8:30 I was out there starting work on my CRX. I call it Project Street Beatz. She's not pretty, but she's mine.. I basically got most everything done, I need to build a box, which I'm going to try to do tomorrow. Been thinkin about stuff like usual, you know how that goes. Hi everyone. Take care. |
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| Trying to get found |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|08:19 pm] |
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I believe that people do things to get attention. I always thought these people were immature acting and such but I find myself doing the same thing some time. Not to the extent that others have done, but.. I just need something. I don't know what it is and I can't figure out how to find out and get it. I'm just.. confused. I want to do this, feel bad about it. I want to try to do stuff, but scared to. Is my defensive wall so reinforced that I can't enjoy the simplest form of life? I know it's all me me me.. I really try not to concentrate on just me, but this blog is for me to confide. I have no one else to so I try to do it to something when I can. I did get my car amplifier today, it's sitting outside.. I was proud when I got it, I'm glad I ordered another one. Tomorrow friends are coming over to do an install in one of the whips.. They want to use my car maybe if we don't get done before work.. I'm going to bust ass to get what we can done, because I don't really want him driving my car.. It is just a pet peeve of mine and many others. I still have in the back of my head about amanda.. She's not my style, but then again I have no style so I don't know.. I just don't know, really. I just want to have fun, that's it. We'll see, one day hopefully things will click and be like shit why didn't I think of this earlier.. College is coming up and I'm nervous as hell of course. I don't know I guess I'll quit yappin now, if I come up with more stuff to talk about I will.
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| Hope? |
[Feb. 6th, 2006|07:27 pm] |
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What's hope. Really.. I'll go on about the, time I had at the place where I saw the beloved boobies.
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| I'm fuckin back |
[Feb. 5th, 2006|10:49 pm] |
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God it's been such a long time I can't believe it. The 5th of February of 2006, 2006 wow. Well, god so much has happened ever since last time I decided to post on here. Hopefully I can open up again and post some stuff. Wow it's been a long time, god.
Take care, peace, see ya.
Tha 93 Cutty, AKA Jeremy
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| Update of the century |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|08:38 pm] |
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Hello, I know I'm weird. There's nothing wrong with that. I've told myself that forever. It's all good though. Although not many people I talk to know what exactly the stuff I like is. But I ordered 4 pieces of the pie that I'm going to get. I think I might take my friend Daivon with me on a ride to illinois to get my boxes one day. Not this week, but probably next week some time. Probably saturday so I don't have to worry about waking up for school. So if we go and have some fun, it won't matter to get in late. I'm getting the boxes sometime. I'm not spending 660 of my own money for 4 12s and just let them collect dust in my room. I WILL get them. Even if it takes me a long time. I figure by the time I can go get the boxes I can have everything ran, so I can be ready. It's going to be loud. I honestly think it will be loudest in avon, and probably many cities around it. This guy in my 2nd period, is either just being nice or he really thinks it is cool. But I think it will be nice. Everyone looks at me weird as is, but I say If I'm happy, then fk it ;). I mean seriously. If you don't do stuff for you to be happy, then why the hell are you trying to do anything at all? I think if/when I get a gf, I'll be wanting to keep her happy too, but that's way down the road obviously for me. Now it's all about the benjamins. |
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| Demanded Update |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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Well here I am. It's 3 pm on Monday. Lovely day it was. Got made fun of by some random people, hit my nuts on this chair, and found out I have a low D in a class I don't need.. But it's still a D. I did manage to make it through the day. Now I must go to work here in like an hour and a half since it's the only thing funding my expensive tastes. No one here in real life can understand why I do what I do. But I do it because I want to. I've been called so many names for liking car audio, in depth.. Not just I have a system some knucklehead put in for me. I do it with my own hands and money, so it means something. Another expensive thing is girls I've heard. I wouldn't know because I've never had a gf in my miserable time we call life. But it's all good. I'll save up some money and go to one of those ranches in Las Vegas and lose my virginity that way. It'll make it a little less personal seeing how it'll be probably the most embarassing day in my life. Anyways.. I've been told I post such long posts. So I guess I'll cut it short. Take care. Good night. |
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| Update *Finally* |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|10:16 pm] |
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Well well well, what do I see here? Is it another update??? YES!! Yes it is! w00t. Here I am. 10:00 PM on Friday night. Nothing to do of course, but that's nothing new. I can't wait til school starts so I can hear all the people say god what a fat fucking piece of shit... But oh well. My car system is louder than yours, so suck me. Anyways, I'm into car audio. I spend most my money on it and CDs, which I don't mean to.. But I want to get another setup. Louder.. Hands down louder than anyone. Right now it's debateable, but you know. It's all good. I'm running just 2 cheap 12s with about 400 watts or so RMS.. Which is minute seeing how my subs can handle 300 RMS a piece clean watts. But anyways, I'm going to try to wall off my car and have 4 15s in it. Running about at least 2500 watts RMS. But it'll be sweet. A wall is what it says, it will pretty much seal off my car.. so I'll have a big box/wall from the back of my front seat, to the back of the car. AKA, my subs will smack me in my head :). Loud. But anyways, I could go on forever about car audio, I love it. http://www.sounddomain.com/id/93cuttyciera . That link is to my sound domain site right now. I don't have my updated pics of the newest systems.. But it's all good. I just know one day I might be lucky enough to work and make some good money. If not, then that will just be life for me.. Oh freaking well. I don't think I've seen a chick not related to me, like be around one other than in public since school. It sucks, because I just know people are disgusted by my fatness, but oh well. If I don't think too much about it, I don't get too depressed. Anyways, I want to really get into installing stuff.. If not, install stuff in my car. I'd like to compete for fun.. But you know. Hopefully I will have a good senior year. I really am scared, because I don't want to mess up. I don't mean to slack off, but it seems my grades just keep going down no matter what. I'm going to try though. Luckily I have a study hall, and I don't actually think I have many academic classes. But hell I don't remember. I ah, was playing a song earlier today and started crying, remembering my dad.. And how proud he'd be for the stuff I know about the stuff I do.. And how good I'm getting at it. It's 10:11 and I'm actually getting tired as hell. I just don't really have many people to talk to. I worked on my friend's race car today, and I worked more on my trunk. I took off the whole back of my car pretty much and tried to dampen it, but it just makes so much movement that my trunk won't quit. I just will get more subs and more power to knock it off. I already half broke my rear view mirror, but it's all good. I about hit someone today.. I was going down this hill and lost traction.. my non-antilock brakes started doing what they do and I couldn't get stopped.. of course I pumped it. But I had to hit e brake, and even then I had a time trying to stop, because the FUCKING OLD HAG CUNT in front of me slammed on her brakes because she saw me sliding down the hill. I gave her a dirty look and played my music even louder.. But it just goes to show I can't have fun. It's all good. Well there's my update, nothing great.. But it's all good. I might lay down, I'm tired :(. |
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| Hello all - 5-14-04 |
[May. 15th, 2004|10:55 pm] |
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Long time no see you might say. Yes, yes it has. I'm sure everyone has stopped looking at this site.. But if they use their blog on a regular basis, they might see that I posted again. Well I don't have the cool posts that others have that are on my list, but I like to talk and get it out. First I'd like to say that KFC/job is starting to get to me, and quick. I can't stand having to do the dang dining room close every time I work a 5-10. It is the worst thing to do in the whole dang job. I'd rather clean the bathrooms with a dang sponge and toothbrush, rather than doing that god forbidden dining room. I spent one and a half hours just sweeping, alot longer than anyone else, then mopped, then did all the other stuff I did, and then Bridget was like 'this looks like SHIT. Just go home I'll take care of it' and alot of other stuff, but today wasn't AS bad.. Still sucks though. I might try to find someone that would take me under their wing at their work. I hate fast food. I got another car, this is my first one that is actually working. It's a 93 Olds Cutty Ciera. 4 door, it's pretty cool. A lot of stuff to fix on it, but nothing a couple weekends and a couple hours can't handle. I'm probably going to put in some speakers, to replace the factory ones and put in my CD player and things.. just something that I can listen to then. Gonna save up and then buy subs amp later. For now I'll probably just buy 2 in a normal box, who knows ported or sealed.. I've heard more for sealed than ported.. And then later on do a heavy/good install. Just wanna get her personalized. Get the windows tinted.. maybe to them myself, who knows.. It sounds hard to do.. keeping it spotless and things. Well, I'm going to shut up now cause my neighbors woke up and they are being fucking loud. Later. |
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| Lonely |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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Well, of course once again I bitch about being lonely. I feel I'm a little bit more outgoing with people than I used to be, since I got my job at KFC.. But I still am lonely, more or less lonely because I don't have a girl friend that we can share our feelings with. Pete, you'd be kind of proud/in awe cause of today. I was heading to the mechanic that was working on my car, and I had my hat on crooked, windows down, music poundin, you know, the usual. Well I was coming up on this extended cab truck and I saw smashed in the back a chick. She was lookin at me for like a half mile, and I was looking back, of course. Well, I was turning, and we were coming up to a stop light, well I got into the turn lane and saw her literally turn around to watch me go by, so I looked and then like hit my brakes a couple times to get it to like flash at her.. I thought that was cool. She either was looking at me, like what a joke, or like 'I wish I knew him.' Either way, I can make it sound like the second one ;). But yea, I've been trying to be more 'open' in class and things. But still looking and paying attention to people. This one chick, is a fuckin manly chick, fat pig, but she thinks she's like a damn higher being compared to me.. But yet she didn't know 'ergonomic' was a word.. Fucking cunt pig. I hate people like that. I think of myself higher than people, but I don't act it out. I do it to keep somewhat of a self esteem, hoping one day I might actually get a friend. Chicks and a Taurus wagon is about the only things I can think about. I need money and I need a chick, and a car and I wish my mom was happy. One of these days I hope we can get a house so I can have my own garage/hangout so I can work/do anything I want to my car. If it's a 2 bayer or something, which I'd be happy with one that I could fit tools and car in.. But if it's a 2 bayer I might even make half of it where I could sleep.. couch, TV, computer, etc.. a little cool spot for me and shit. Saturday I went and personally went and looked at a 96 taurus wagon.. About made me nut right there.. It's so wonderful. No one can appreciate why I like it because no one likes it like I do. It's such a hot car.. It's pretty spacious.. The one I looked at was overpriced and a little beat up, but it was something to look at and make my ideas of me liking a wagon pretty concrete. This dude at our school has a green S10 truck.. It's all changed.. Biggest thing he's done is put like a 3 inch up down air ride just for the back.. kind of makes it look stupid, but you know. I'm still waiting for our big break, I highly doubt there will be one any time soon, but oh well. I just know that I like the taurus wagon and would really really like to get one eventually. I don't want to keep spilling my guts because I'm sure alot of people are tired of listening to it. Well that's about an 8th of my thoughts for now.. I gotta figure out what the hell I'm going to do with my car. |
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| Long Time No See |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|01:03 pm] |
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Hey. I was talking to my friend Peter and he said that I haven't posted on here in a long time. Well, he's correct, I haven't really. I don't know why, I still have a lot of time on my hands, even when I do have a job. I work at KFC now if you all haven't heard. I started last friday and such. I don't know when we get paid because I didn't ask.. I forgot to. But if I get paid every 2 weeks, I might be surprised on what I see :). But yea, I was in class yesterday (what a surprise) and in English class we did this thing, I can't remember exactly, but I think it was called Consciencous streaming. I don't know how to spell it, I just know it's about the Conscience and you don't really think when you write, you just write. Well I found out quick that it's what I do online. I just say what I'm thinking and it leads to other things and then I type about that. I thought that was interesting seeing how that's what this journal is composed of. A couple nights ago I finally got my car up to the mechanics and I think my friend gave him his number so he'll know. I have to call him/go over there tonight and see what's up. I thought they usually have a 'date night' so tomorrow might not be a good night, unless they go out early and come back and I go over later, or they don't go at all, but I think they are doing something, like I said i'll have to call. But for the last like 2 weeks it's been stuck over there, not wanting to start. And when I went to try to start her up, she did without any problems pretty much. Well we did a couple things, making a story short, and managed to get her up there to the mechanics, driving it. My friend drove the car and I drove his truck. He said the car was running sluggish, but it still was pulling away from the truck when I had the truck floored.. Hah. I was running straight headers and when he would get on it, it spit flames out the pipes.. It ruled. But yea, she made it up there and I might have my car back some day.. My cougie. I've been looking at car audio stuff again, more now with the intent on buying instead of oooh wow type thing. I was talking to this person that's supposedly good in car audio, but I don't know.. Sounds like a kid my age just saying alot of stuff. He told me not to get my 6x8s and just get the components and a couple subs in back. That's all..I was going to (and probably still am) going to buy component speakers and then the 2 6x8s in the back. Components I learned are I think speakers that do one thing. The 6x8s are coaxials, they have the 'sub' part of it, then it has 2 tweeter looking things. All that shit is new to me.. But I know components work better, they have xovers in them and things. That will put me in like I can't remember, but around 300$ for everything, wires and things included I think. Then the fun part comes when I have alot of options. Of course money is a problem, but now that I can eventually make it, it's not a problem. I've heard that they pay you well at KFC, but I'll just have to see. I don't even know what I'm getting paid an hour because I forgot to ask that, and I don't want to interrupt the work to just find out. But I put 6 an hour and I thought they said something like they start at 6.50 or something, I don't know. But I do know that when I'm paid I'ma save up and shit. God it'll be hot. The people I work with, Mike and Anthony (they will talk alot to me, Brandon is too, but I think he's one of my bosses type deal) but they both are into them. Mike's more speed/motors and Anthony is the car audio fanatic like me.. But having a cougie fits in both catagories. I think Anthony is trying to form a car club. He said with an 84 cat I'd be a shoe in almost. But back about my car (the only thing I really care about other than my friends and family) The sky's the limit with car audio. There's a few people I talk to that are VERY knowledgable about many a things for cars. They might not believe/want people to have 4 15s in the trunk and shit, but they will tell you how to do it..So that's what's cool I think. But there's a few ways I can go, just in the cab of the car. Okay, there's normally like say a 6 inch mid, a dome tweeter and then like 2 6x8s. Well, I think I have to move my components (the tweet and 6 inch) to the doors. But then again I can fiberglass me a kick panel and have the comps in them. And then I'd have a nice little opening in my doors (someone said.. I never checked) and with some fabrication, I can throw some 8s in the doors. So the count is the comps, the 2 6x8s, and now 2 8 inch subs in the door. Some would stop there, but why should I? Well with that done, that would hold me over where I could save up alot for NICE subs, NICE amp, and the right things for it. After all of that, I could then expand my system. I don't know exact measurements, but I could put alot of different things in it. I know for a fact I can drop in 2 12s, and make the thing in the wheel well thing, so it won't take up space, but why settle for that? I could, with some luck and grace put in alot of things. I'm sure I could fit 3 15s in there. I could make the speakers crooked. Of course I'd have to either build out of MDF board, or fiberglass it. I can probably put 4 12s in there. See, I don't know how much I could fit because I don't know measurements, but I'm pretty sure I could put those in there. Or I could go with probably 6 10s, or a mix of them, depending on what would be good. I just looked up my horoscope and it has been going on about me being with my 'love' and going out last night and tonight and shit. I think I can change that around to my love being the car. This one said, the one for tomorrow.. It said about dig deep in your closet and find the things farthest away from business clothes. Meaning don't wear something nice, to wear something that can get dirty cause I'ma be workin hard on the car or something.. Heh. That would be sweet. Music music music. Girls Girls Girls. Girls Girls Girls. Bah I can't get them out of my mind. You see, there's so many hot chicks at my school, just makes me feel even worse because I'm nothing at all to look at in any way. I know I'm the only one that can change that, but also what if I changed it and turned into a jerk and then never got a chick still? Yea, that's what I'm saying. I'm decently happy as I am, so I'm not going to change it. But yea, there's this one chick that sits in front of me in Study hall, she faces me, at like the lunch tables.. She's 2 seats to my right on the other side of the table. She can't be but a sophmore maybe and her boobies are bigger than alot of Jr's. She's hot, and this other chick, Misty. Just say that name.. Misty. Ahh, her ass like pow and shit. She reminds me of a chick in Florida I used to be friends with. She's in my English class, same day we did that conscience thing, she was askin questions about a story we read and I kept messin around cause the teacher wouldn't call on me and she laughed at me (but it was with me). Boy would I like to make friends with her. I'm more accepted as a person at school I guess now. More people are getting to know me, and the people I talk to I talk to more and stuff. It's alright, I still hate it. I've been getting really bad lately, been literally cussing the school out on the way. I guess if I had something better to look forward to other than just getting out , I think I might enjoy it a little more. Everyone has a girlfriend/boyfriend and it's like there's just a few of us that don't have any. We're like the outcasts of the school. I sit with the 'cool' people at school, the Varsity football players and shit, but I don't talk.. Just sit there like I am acting cool, you know how that goes. But yea, girls are still fuckin with my mind.. Just the fact that I like them, they aren't like flirty with me, but that's understandable.. Ha shitfire who would flirt with someone like me unless they wanted to get some easy money or something. I done minimized this and forgot I was typing to it. I'm just reading things, I don't really know any more. This friend I have on here is buying a car possibly, and he's paying like 450$ for it. I could get this cougar running, use it for a few months while I save up some money, and then go to get another car. Or get a 'project' car. Something that I wouldn't drive until finished or if I needed to, where I could take out everything, etc. I don't think I could really do that over here seeing how I live in an apartment without a garage. If we ever move into a house or something, and there's a garage, that'll be my space I think, I'm hoping. I hope it's a big enough garage to have stuff in it and park a car, or at least get it in to work on. I'm not trying to put down any body, but Avon is more of a 'richer' place.. I don't know why, the place sucks.. But like the pics I see of other places, are out more in a woodsey ish area and has stuff laying around.. This place isn't like that. Danville is like that, it's not as bad.. Avon is kind of building everywhere and it's making it more of a gay place. I wish I could live out in the booneys and things away from people.. That'd be nice. I think my mom is going to go over to my grandmas this weekend to get away from people. They are going down to their lake house and shit. I don't want to go, but I work Sunday 5-10, so I will have to get that handled. Can't wait till I get that check and get that Cash money. My schedule this next week is something like 5-10 sunday, 4-8 tues, and 5-10 thursday. I don't know why all of a sudden I get to be the one that closes alot now. I hope to god someone else can help me cause there's alot of work you have to do. I did almost half of the work last night ( I was getting taught ) and I was worn all to hell. Well, I have alot to say, but I'm starting to get worn out talking again. I think this post is kind of long, so sorry for the people reading it. Later. |
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| Huh??? |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|06:56 pm] |
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Whoa "Hey J, could you come out and help me get some things out of the car please?" me "sure." Walk outside into the cold weather and what do I see? All of my dad's family, my uncles and aunts and a cousin standing by a car in the middle of the road. The car, mine now!!! The kind, a 1984 Cougar. It's an awsome car. I don't have any pics yet. I have a bad ass cold/flu so I don't know if I'll even go to school tomorrow because I feel so shitty right now. But yea I got me a Black 84 Cougar. Good condition. No radio in it cause it isn't hooked up. But I've been given 140$ from my uncles and my mom will front some money so I can get a CD player put in it. It's a little rough around the edges, but for the main part that car is probably better than alot of cars at school. It has a 5.0 L in it. I don't know how many cylinders, didn't ask.. Probably a V8 or so. The interior has been taken care of alot.. There's just a couple places on the seats where there's a little hole, but other than that it's pretty set up. The trunk I have a little worry about to putting speakers in because the trunk space is very slim. As in bottom of the trunk to the top. It's a 2 door, it's nice. Like I said a little rough around the edges, but nothin a little bit of elbow grease won't take out. I heard word my uncle thom, the one that lives in florida, he wanted my uncle kent to put rims on it.. Yea, rims.. Fancy rims is what my mom called it. He also sent us some checks like I said, but my mom will get it tomorrow I think. I might be ridin high with 20s or something here soon if I'm lucky. The interior is old school, but as long as I can throw a CD player in there, I'm happy. I don't know how the speaker conditions are because the thing in it now doesn't work/not hooked up. I'm surprised I got a car, even though I kind of suspected it. I didn't know what kind I would get if I did get one. When I get feeling better you know damn well I'm going to try to get a camera, well the disposable ones so I can get a CD and things and I'll upload them to my site and show them off. You wouldn't know it was an 84 unless you knew your cars. This car, other than alot of sap on the roof, the paint job is pretty nice.. I think the front bumper has some scratches on it.. But hell for a first car, other than that, but a free first car.. Right on. I was sick, but I stayed out till like 4:30 at my grandmas and my friend matt. He said he'll help me put in my system. He's good at wiring, so he'll have it sotered and shrink wrapped and things. He'll help me.. My exhaust has a couple little holes in it, I'm going to get some patch for it and either him or my grandpa will help me fix it. My uncle kent makes stickers, I don't know if I said, and he made 5.0 stickers for on the side and has Couger written across the top of the windshield. They really put some time into it, I'm really happy with it. Like I said, a little rough around the edges, but it'll be a sweet ride after I get stuff on/in it. My family calls me Bullfrog and I might have that made or something, I don't know. I'm so excited, but I'm so sick I can't even enjoy it. I feel alot worse than last night, so it sucks. I might not even go to school tomorrow. Which is going to hurt my grades alot, but I don't feel good so fuck school. I might not tell anyone other than the couple people that don't care that I stayed home and get a CD player and things and go over to Matts and have him help me hook it up. I need to make a list of things I need to do. Basic things like oil change, check fluids, etc. I'm going to look up info on my car here soon after I post my post so I can see what all I need. This site has a thing that tells you exactly everything you need for your car, and the number. So I can go to best buy or somewhere that sells the things and tell them I need this , this , and this and they get it. It'll be off the hook. I'll look up what kinds of speakers I need so I can replace factory ones also. It's a sweet car, and most importantly it's my car, and my first one. Not the taurus wagon I wanted, but it's a hell of a car I'll tell you that. I don't feel good though, so I think I'm going to get off of here. Yay for me about my car, I'm excited. I haven't gotten to check much, but I'm pretty sure there's an install kit and everything for my car. I looked on the one site and it said there was, so I can't wait. It sucks having no radio even. Haha, later. |
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| Saturday Night.. What? |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|10:44 pm] |
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Hey, it's like 10:30 at night. Alot of things has happened, other than the fact we called 911 on the neighbors because they put a crack in our wall cause they were being that loud and the cops didn't even go to the right apartment because they are fucking pigs with no idea how the law should be enforced, meaning that they are shitty cops. Other than that, we had my great grandma's 90th birthday party today. I think her real day is tomorrow. 90 years old.. wow. Well anyways, we got home and stuff, and then stuff happened and I had to use the rest room cause my stomach is hurting like hell. Well, my mom called my grandma while I was in there and before I was done I was trying to listen to the conversation because she got soo quiet. Well, Like I said, I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but my mom was talking about something about my aunt teri and something about they were talking and I missed some words, and then I heard something about she asked if I got a car, and she stopped and said it sounding like she was smiling 'not today' Well just before I posted here, my uncle kent called. Well originally we were supposed to go to plainfield to look at some car places.. They are all closed tomorrow so that's why. Another thing I heard was my uncle kent and my uncle joe are coming here tomorrow, so I don't know about going to look at car places. But anyways, to my point, I feel something to the point of I might, if someone has been planning things, I might get something tomorrow. Who knows, like I said I'm trying not to think about it so if nothing happens I won't be too upset. Just things that has been said and asked and things has been going together pretty oddly. The first night my uncle kent called and my mom went into the other room she said something to the point of, " I don't know, I'll try to get more information ". Damned if on the way to and back from the party I see in a used car parking lot a 97 or so Ford Taurus Wagon.. Ugh I about nutted when I saw it.. It looked pretty. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but alot of activity and things have led to tomorrow and I hope it'll be something cool. That'd be nice if I did get a car and I could drive it to school on monday. Other than just that, my mom on the way home, we just talked for 2 hours and she once asked how much did the head units and things at meijer and things cost (like a walmart, we went to walmart too) and I told her, and my uncle sent us something, but we'll get them monday anytime after 9:30 am because we weren't here to get the package. I don't know what it is. Hopefully it's something good. I hope my mom and I can get in a better position. My mom's been really upset and that brings me down knowing that, and then on top of my worries and problems it makes life miserable. I got a new CD today after I got home. I know, I know, I need to quit doing that, but I wanted to get it because it has alot of good songs. It's snoop doggs greatest hits, well.. death row's greatest hits - snoop dogg. All the songs are snoopy's with other people from death row on it. Like 'Ain't nothin but a G thang' feat. Dr. DRE and things like that. It's cool. Anyways, I'm going to bounce.. I'm a stay up for a while so if someone that talks to me on aim is on here reading, get on if you can.. I'm just chillin. I don't know how long I'll stay on actually. I won't be able to sleep well tonight even having an idea that something good like that would happen to me.. you know what I mean? I just typed all this stuff in about 10 minutes, so I'm really excited, but I'll quit there. I'm trying not to make as many long posts to give the people that read the posts a little break. Haha. Well, I'll for sure let you know if anything good like that has happened to me *crosses fingers*. Anyways, I'll talk to you later. I'll have to go get a camera and I'll go down to the basketball court here and take pictures and things. Wee, I hope something like that will happen. If I am due for a car tomorrow, I have no idea what kind to be honest with you. I like alot of kinds and I've said many times that I'd take anything pretty much. So who knows. Ideal car is a taurus wagon, but I'd like to take anything. I just hope it has an install kit for it so I can put in a system or at least a CD player other than my portable one plugged into the car cig lighter thing for power and the casset for the input. Later. Peace. :) :) :) :) |
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| TGIF |
[Mar. 19th, 2004|10:37 pm] |
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Like the Title says, TGIF. It's been a long week like usual. ha. I'm talking with my friend that I'm trying to get help from for my layout. The link to the layout I have is http://www.sykkreashunz.com/Site/index.html looks like the main page of sk.com but I put in my own button titles and stuff. I can't get the dang thing to work right. I can get the buttons to work of course, but like just alot of things I can't figure out. Oh yea, no car.. I couldn't quit thinking about me getting one so I kept thinking I'd have one here when I got home from school, but I didn't. Not a surprise honestly because I shouldn't just expect a car when I want one. My AIM buddy horoscope dude, SmarterChild said: Teachers come in odd disguises. Wake up to the fact that a supposedly random event is really a lesson in progress. Confusion burns away in the growing light of reason. Which I don't really know what that means, but I don't know. To a person who's heard about 'you'll get a car soon' from my uncle thom, mom and uncle kent being secret and me hearing about tomorrow, that kind of thing makes a kid that wants a car wonder about something. I also heard her say something like 'uh huh' then she goes 'oh' and then ' I don't know much about that kind of stuff *haha*' and then she's like 'oh' and said somethin about me, I couldn't tell. But like I said, people have just acted different than usual and it leads a person to believe something like that. But I'm sorry I ever got an idea about it because it's all I think about now even though I know just about for a fact it's not going to happen. You can't look too optimistically about something especially a lie that I know won't happen. I'll take back my statement if I happen to be wrong, but I don't think I am. Another thing is my uncle sent us a check, I think it was for the profit off my dad's truck he sold, he might of stuck a check in there for me, who knows. All I know is I'm hungry for a car and I think it would make me feel better about alot of things. No one other than the people online know that, because I wouldn't dare say anything like that to any of my family. When we went to walmart and things I saw some Sony XPlod 12s that were like 70. They are kind of cheap, like compared to RF and things, but I'd like to get 4 of those and like 2 1000 watt amps and bridge the connection or something.. That would push kind of hard for a while until I got enough money to sell those and then get some RF subs. I got an email from cash money records, CMR and they said Lil Wayne has a new CD droppin sometime in the future. I forget when, but I'd like to get it when it comes out. Anyways I'm going to close up shop for now. I don't have much to say that's on the top of my mind. Take care ya'll and I hope Spring break is off tha chain for ya'll. Later. |
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| Something Screwy |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|09:51 pm] |
Today after I got home from school and things, my uncle Kent called. That for one is odd because I haven't heard from him in a while. Then he asked to talk to my mom, then she was being real secrative and in the other room. After that, I took out the trash and when I got back, uncle kent was going to come and pick me up and we were going to look for a CD player for my aunt's car. He kept askin me about things, like 'if I was to buy a CD player like these, what one would I get' and I showed him and we looked at a couple more and I said that one, and he was like cool. Then we got back and kent told me to call my uncle thom, my fav I think on my dads side. We were talking and he asked what I was doing and how things were going. I told him how I've been trying to get a job so I can save up for a car and things. And something to the extent of something like 'Well would it be cool if someone blessed you with a car?' and I said yea that'd be tight and things. And then he said something to the effect of 'well you might be blessed with a car here soon'. I'm not getting my hopes up because I don't need to, but there's a couple instances that have led me to believe I might be getting a car. Yea, it's not the 97 ford taurus wagon that I want, because I told my uncle what kind I like, and he was like oh and stuff. If I had to guess, I would say it's something more or less of a mustang if anything. Because he asked about 2 doors cause I said I didn't want a 2 door. Which I'd take one, but I would rip out the backseats for one and either replace them with a sub wall, or just rip it out. That would be sweet, and like I said, today there have been a couple instances where something seems different. After my mom got done talking to my uncle kent (of course she didn't really want to talk to him to begin with), I asked what he wanted, and she took a couple seconds and then just said 'oh nothing.' That would be sweet. It would be an older model mustang. Which, more of a racing outfit for me ;). But yea, like I said I'm not going to put too too much thought into it, but I could honestly say that I might one of these days be on here yelling and going on about how I have a car. Maybe, maybe not, who knows. I tell you my upstairs neighbor touches my car and shit will hit the fan promise you. My uncle kent knows some police men here, he used to be a um shit what's it called, a volunteer, there you go a volunteer firefighter for avon I think. (where I live) and he said he'll talk to the people and help us out. But yea. It's thursday at like 9:40.. I'm stayin up late today.. haha. I think I overheard my loud mom telling them our schedule for Saturday. We have like a 2 hour drive down to bicknell or one of those small towns there, and we have to be there by before 1. So we leave at 10:30 or so I think she said. Then we'll stay there and drive home bout 5 and get home about 7 or something. I Don't know, I can't help but to get excited and hopes up, but I'm trying not to think about it because that's all I'm going to think about. My uncle is a smartass too like me, and my mom bitched about not having her car and I told her that I'll stay home and he said like 'no no we want you to go to school'. of course if they did have plans, then that's cool, but I think he meant it to be like get a good education. My family, as in mom and dad's side.. We're something else, let me tell you. Freaky thing is my uncle kent looks almost exactly like my dad did. R.I.P.
But yea, I just thought I'd let you guys know what's up. I might have something to look forward to as in by this weekend. If not, then oh well... I didn't really lose anything, so it shouldn't be that bad. But I won't try to think too much about it. Thank god tomorrow is friday. I'll coast through the day. Maybe drive home to something, maybe not. Maybe come home saturday to something, maybe not. Who knows, only god knows my destiny. All I have to say is I wouldn't mind learning to drive a stick (I can race anything else with a clutch and manual tranny, so why not). But yea. Like I said, I don't think I'll get a taurus wagon, but you never know, but I know a couple cheap 12s would feel good in where the backseat sits.. haha. Oh well, I miss not havin my friend pete talkin to me. I know I talk alot, but you know. I'm watching this thing on Speedvision on Ford and their history in racing. It's pretty cool. I know if I did happen to get a car like the mustang, there would be about literally 10 thousand more different opportunaties of aftermarket parts upgrading. Anywhere to engine, to looks, to probably system. I haven't really looked, but I was looking at different install kits, and that's the only thing that keeps a small timer like me out of having a system because of that damn me and not being able to fiberglass.. That'd be sweet to custom build the inside of a car. Well, I've talked too much and I'm so excited I have to sometimes slow down typing because I'm typing too fast and I am just typing words that don't make sense. haha. Well, later. Like I said, I might have to get me a camera here soon. Oh yea, my mom just handed me a 20 dollar bill today and said this is for taking out the trash. I don't know if that's supposed to be a sign, but it's all good. I think it was before kent called though. But he might of talked to her earlier. Like I said, there's more against it than for it, but never hurts to maybe have hope for something. Oh yea, a women's body is like whoa. I just can't get over that. And no I'm not just wanting some to treat them 'like a piece of meat' but I would like to learn some things and get a girl. But people said if I don't lose weight, they don't think that I'll get a gf. Well I'ma head to bed I think unless someone gets on here. Pete's busy and he's like the only one that talks to me, literally. I have 8 people on my list, and 4 of them are robot ims. Hah. Later. Peace. |
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| Thursday. |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|04:08 pm] |
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It's thursday, watchin TV and there's a car show. One that I could be at this summer if I could find someone to go with me. No word from Dynamat. I won't try to talk to them again until I get a car, if and when. Other than that, I don't have too much to say. Nothin that great really happened. Pete said what's up, that's about all, I didn't talk to many people at all today cause when I do try to, people just 'don't hear me' and they just talk over me and things. Oh well, I guess that's life. I've always been the one to get stepped on, but it's my fault, but then again it isn't because I don't know what to do to keep from getting stepped on, other than being mean. I still don't have a recreation or anything like a hobby to do. I'd probably build models more if I had the money. Well, I'm going to cut it short. Probably the shortest post yet.. I shouldn't yap on anyways. Later. |
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| Wed. Night |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|10:42 pm] |
I spent the day at my grandparents. I went to school around 6:45am and got home about 3:15 because I stayed late. At 3:45 we went to my grandparents and we got home about 9:30pm, so I've been out this long of time. My racing team racer emailed me wanting to know some things, so I'm emailing him also. I replied to the person that also has a taurus (one I'd like to get, cept I want a wagon) and he was telling me some things, it's cool to keep in touch with him. I just finished replying to the email, so now I can talk to this thing about with all my attention. I know the people in highschool shouldn't be taken seriously, in the effect that no one in highschool is really that great, if you know what I mean. My friend just said she didn't have any friends for 4 years, through highschool, and I don't know. I can go without human interaction, but sometimes it's nice to know someone other than internet friends care about you. I'm not saying internet friends are not good, hell I have more support from online friends, than I've ever had from other people, other than my friend Dj used to with me, same with me for him. I really care about my internet friends, because they are the only thing I have. Who else would I play with and chill with and things? Yea I can't give them a physical high five, but it's just as good if not better. This chick today was waiting to use the hole punch and I felt her lookin at me. Of course she was standing right at my desk, I looked up and saw her looking at me, of course she's hot so I just kind of grinned as I put my head back down. Then I watched her fine ass hole punch then she actually talked to me! She actually said stuff to me! More than 'hi' of course it was about the paper she just punched, but hey, she talked to me. If I was about 80 pounds lighter, I probably could have a chance with a girl. Hell I don't know anymore. Alot of girls, would rather have a 'cool' status than be treated right, with respect, and the things that I could try to offer. I'm turning 18 this year in September. 18. I can't believe I'm already turning 18 later on this year. Not only does it mean that I'm legal, but I could hit on the cute college girls and things. Yea right, like I could/would do that. That'd be the day. I know when I do turn 18 I'm going to go buy a pack of cigarettes for my mom and a lighter (you have to be 18 to buy a lighter). It'll be cool I guess. Still hoping and dreaming for a 97 Taurus Wagon. I don't know if I'll ever get one, not because I don't have one right this red hot second. But if I can find one for like 4 grand or so, when I do need help getting a car, i will have to really really talk to him, but I might be able to get one. My grandparents will be helping me if I'm lucky, and they I know will be like why do you want something like that, and then I think if I really show that I want that and would take care of it, they would let me get it. The 97 taurus in my deals and wheels is 3695. I could probably talk down from that. Thing is I would have to find one around here. You don't find many of those kinds of cars for sale. Bad thing is I think I'm going to end up getting stuck with a car I can't really use. IE, can't install a system, etc. I haven't been to plainfield, but they have ALOT of used car lots and I bet I could find a few there. My friend said there's always Caprice wagons he passes. I don't know, I'm so confused and my mind is all jumbled up and I can't think striaght and everything feels so hectic I don't know what to do. I wish I knew how to meditate and I could clear my mind and make me a happier person. I know everything that makes me unhappy is in my mind and alot of the things that make me unhappy I can't really help, so I need to suck it up and just take it. Well it's hard. I don't know how to, and I eventually I think would be able to get over it. The way I am on the internet and the way I try to be in public are two different things. Believe me, I wouldn't try to bring other people down. I don't mean to on the internet, but I feel more free to talk and things on the internet. I could never say most all of the things I say to alot of people in real life because I have problems. Well, I'm going to stop writing tonight, I'm getting a little tired, and I should get to bed soon so I can be somewhat awake to drive to school in the morning. I'm going to try to nod or smile or wink or do something if I see the chick looking at me out of the corner of my eye. Maybe I might land a gf, who knows. Anything is possible. People keep saying I'm losing weight. I don't think I am, but hell if I am, I don't mind it. I'm trying to hold it in/flex my abs alot so it kind of works it out. Well, i'll let you go, I haven't really been typing long, but it's taken me different times because of the emails and the things I've done. I'll see you all later, and thanks again for being there for me.
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| Tuesday |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|06:03 pm] |
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It's Tuesday. It's snowing. My friend is on Spring break in texas... I'm sick, I skipped school again. Mom wouldn't let me drive in and I didn't want to go in late. Like I said, I'm sick, my stomach hurts, head and achy all over. I can't do much about it but just take it how it is and go to school and be a happy fat little bastard. Shoutouts to Pete, hope your havin fun. I think sometime over Spring Break I'm going to go out to my grandparent's lake house for a couple days with my mom and penut (my dog) and just relax. It'll suck cause there's nothing to do out there but watch satellite tv. too cold to fish or I would. Probably just sleep and shit. Nothing better to do. It gets darker than dark out there because there aren't street lights and things, so it's scary out there. Me and my uncle spent the night out there once and it was creepy coming in. I had to have the truck lights pointing at the door until he got it unlocked to turn some lights on. I need to fill out that McDonalds app and turn it in. They aren't hiring, so I don't know what the hell to do. There's a pet store going up, you don't have to be 18, so I'll probably apply there. I don't know about picking up shit, but you know. My friend at school works there, well she doesn't talk to me anymore, but I also don't see her much now anyways. But I know she's just 17 or so. I don't know, I need help, I can't get it. I don't know where to look. I need to do some homework or something. I'm scared and confused and lonely and I have nothing to hold on to. All I have is dreams of a car, and what a little gleam of light that is. I might post later if I get a good amount of my homework done. I will probably do math while I look up a couple things and then save the couple of things I find if I can and then I can write. I have to write a paper on this book. I have to write 12 papers on 6 political cartoons and then find 6 current events in Iraq. I think that's all I have to write about, then I have to study for a few tests and then get more make up work tomorrow seeing how I missed today. Well, now that I know I can type faster, I'm happy.. But that's nothing to get me out of my ruts. I got a new crutchfield magazine also. It's pretty cool. Same stuff as usual; although I don't know why they don't carry 1 rockford fosgate head unit. I think they make them. I was looking at my site and I can't figure out how to make it work. I liked it how it is 100% table, but PS6 sliced up the thing when I put save for web and it works.. but it's like kind of small, like it'd fill a 800x600, but it looks weird, and then I can't figure out how to do alot of things. There's people I can ask, but the people I can ask wouldn't want to do it, or they wouldn't have time. Plus I wouldn't want to waste their time. Anyways, I don't know what I'm going to do, but I'm still here, not that anyone cares other than Pete. You're the only one that reads this. Not like it's supposed to be a news cast, but out of the few people I have told, you're the only one that cares. Later. |
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| New AIM Name, Pete, anyone else.. thatwagon |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|08:41 pm] |
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Mondays suck. I think everyone thinks that, so I'm not alone on that one. I got home, didn't do much of anything, I got a couple emails I replied to.. I just now at 8:30pm realized I done forgot to write in my journal. My friend Pete is chillin on Spring Break, lucky dawg.. I'm going to be cramped up here all damn break, or I'll be working. Next year's spring break I'm hopefully going to of planned something. I told myself I'd like to go on car show tours and things, I wish I could this summer, but I don't have anyone that would go with me. I could probably go myself, but being 17 is kind of hard sometimes because legally I can't take alot of things into my own hands because 18 is the legal age. Next spring break I'll be 18, and I'll be more shooting for that. Hopefully by then I might actually have a car that I might be able to show, who knows. I just was reading around and this friend I made has a Taurus, so he's hooking me up with information alot. I found out the 97 Taurus I'd like to get has an install kit for it, for a head unit and possibly, has air ride system for that.. I know it's a 97 taurus, but I don't know if it'd work on wagon. I'd get air ride one of the first things, but I wouldn't flip switches much because it's like a sleeper with air ride.. yea I might drop it to the ground when I park, but I won't be doin too many poses. Hydros are more for poses, the kits I saw were mainly just f,b. You can get comp ones that have f,b,s,s.. but I don't know.. that'd be sweet too. But yea, i've been finding alot of cool things about it and the cooler things still outweigh the bad things. You don't see a custom taurus wagon out there much.. I'll be the first that I know of with air ride if I get it. etc, this one you can drop a system in.. The works, I love it. I just hope I can get a job so that I can start saving up for it. I won't go cheap. I'm not going to be like my dumb cousin and friend that just HAD to get cheap CD players that have already broken and then cheap subs that they can't turn up too loud because they will probably blow. I don't know if I'd want to get the cream of the crop Punch Series RFs, but probably the step down.. Just to have the reassurance that my system is going to be off the chain. I'll drop too many ideas of stuff I can do to the car when I get one, it won't even be funny. I'll have pictures, etc, of it so you'll see me *cough* and the car. My mom and I have been getting these ads of like say 600 dollars a month for a house, a house house, decent size.. a little bigger than the apartment. They aren't like mobile homes, just homes going up. We're thinking on maybe getting help breaking this lease because of everyone here how they are loud and shit.. That and this dial up is pissing me off. I think if we both have jobs, I think we could make it. After SS is up, I'll be a little scared, but I think we can do it.. Well, not only that, we have to do it.. There's no choice. There's no, I'll wait until tomorrow kind of choice, it's either do it or literally end up dying or being homeless or something. My grandparents wouldn't let that happen, but you know. But yea, I'm excited.. Hopefully something good will happen. If I could get ahold of my uncle after I get a car, I could be like 'I tried to contact you, but you never were around' and pull that and see if he'll ship me some loot. Either cash money or the parts. I wouldn't mind free air ride or a couple grand to start out a decent sound system. I think I could pull a decent 4 12s or 15s, 2 amps possibly and a headunit and all the goodies for around 2 Gs. Of course I'd like to drop in alot of dynamat to improve my bass response and keep it a clean sound and not have my damn panels flex and it won't rattle like a piece of crap. Well I'm done posting for now I guess.. I'll go back to moping around here. Oh yea, if you didn't read the Subject, my new AIM name is thatwagon. Of course it'll be different looking on the list, but thatwagon is my name. |
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| Ha, the wonderful things I have to dick with |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|08:48 am] |
Well last night before I hit the sack, I'll have to tell you the good news I found. I found an install kit for the 96-97 Taurus Wagons. I found a bunch of install kits for different applications.. I'll have to try to find pictures and things to see what the like 94s and things use for the dash so I can see if I can find something that might work on it at this site. That was probably one of the main things that I was looking for, I wouldn't want to buy another car that I couldn't drop a system in unless I had to. My grandpa said if me and my mom both get jobs, they'd get me a car.. So I think that's cool. Thing is, it will be a long hard battle to get him to see that I want a dang wagon, but I think if I show him why and it's in decent condition and priced, he might just say okay, but don't bitch about it. But yea, I also, well Pete and I think he's the only one that's heard about these like 5 chicks. I'm still kind of friends with one of them, but I only talk on email with her. All their AIM names have been blocked and deleted and forgotten. Not only that, but I'm still looking for to making a new name for me today. I told one of the 12 year olds about what happened with the guy chasing me, and she managed to turn it into I was chasing him to kill him and told everyone she knows so now I'm the bad guy. Like I'm going to use a homely little switchblade to kill someone.. God would that be a long battle.. hah, dude just kidding.. Yea I'm weird but come on. Oh yea I got Snoopy Doggizzle's CD. Not a new one, it's about the 3rd newest, so there's one out, then another, then this one. It's called Tha Last Meal. I'd like to look into investing into a couple of the others. I had the 2nd newest one in my hand too, but I decided to get this one. I think there were a couple more songs on the other cd that I knew, but this CD is hot just like all of his songs. It has Lay Low and What's My Name? pt2, so it's off the hook. He's an original pimp blowin chronic smoke in his baby blue impala. (looks like an impala cause the old steering wheel; might be an old old caddy also, who knows.. it's pimp). My grandpa's birthday party is today, well and my grandma's. You see, I think Grandpa's was on Friday, his birthday, and Grandma's is this coming Wed., St. Patrick's day.. So is another friend's, Matt's.. My aunt's boyfriend. He's the one I work for the race team with. I just got call waiting, of course I just ignored it cause I don't want to talk to the damn telemarketers. I'm still looking for a job.. My grandpa said if I got 2 jobs cause one didn't work me much, it'd help alot more.. Which if I could land a job at Ritters, then one at McDonalds, it would be about a 5 minute drive between the 2 places, and I'm in the middle.. haha. That would rule making money. I'd make me a system of saving. Like say for instance I'd help on insurance, so depending on if I have to pay it all or some, which if I can afford it I will.. But she said if I helped it'd be nice.. Seeing how it's my SS paying for everything. But like every month after saving up everything after I've paid bills on things.. Whatever is left, I'd say put X amount here, and the rest is for cash on hand, and then I split that in a percent and take some of that and either put it away for car stuff or go buy something car stuff. Dynamat hasn't replied to my email and probably won't. I think it would really get their attention if I actually mailed, snail mailed a letter or something. Make me a header like:
Jeremy Gray
Address
Contact: e-mail: blah blah
Alt E-mail: blah blah
Something like that, you know, make it look like I really want to get in contacts and association with them; which I really want to. I was looking around on the net and I found this dude that spent some money of course, but he has a ground effects kit on his taurus. I'm old fashioned, I guess you'd call your's a body kit.. makes it look a little lowered and some fancy things on it. I think personally a dark colored with limo tinted windows' Taurus Wagon on 20s bagged would look good drivin to school. Drive it about 8 or higher inches off the ground, raised a little even.. then just freakin slam it to the ground like it's never been seen. Goddam would that get me off.. hah, I know that would alot of people. The ideas I have.. I tell you are possibly some of the best, right along with the people that actually can do that. I was just thinking to myself if my wall of speakers and stuff pushed alot of SPL, I'd get the rear hatch door welded and shaved, and then replace the 3 rear most windows with plexi, I don't know what thickness.. A little thicker than the windows if I could, if not, the windows, as long as it doesn't show too much of a difference of appearance.. you know, look plasticy, even with tinting on it. So I'd have the front windshield and then 4 rolling down windows then the rest would be plexi. That would be a show stopper right there. I think the kind of rims that would look good on that kind of car, would be ones that have big spokes.. as in like almost a plate looking of chrome or aluminum, and have it look like a diamond cut.. not exactly the shape of a diamond, but where there's a bunch of different shapes with different angles.. If I can find a pic of those rims again I will, and load them on my site and put a link here.. They are nice.. Looks like a snake kind of.. lol. I'm still trying to think of a work out routine that I can do to lose weight. I'd love to wear the fancy clothes and shit, but I can't fit into their sizes. Their XL in shirts aren't even a large in other shirt sizes sometimes.. Heh, I don't know why, but I guess they just like to keep a certain type of people in them. *sneeze* damnit I just typed that whole sentence having to sneeze then sneezing on 'them.' .. Lol, I love you journal. I could just sit here and type away forever. Back to the car and my ideas. My friend, Matt can weld.. He's pretty good, I don't really know how to classify him. I just know he has to weld alot at work, he works for Altec. Next time you see a big bucket truck for electric company or something, look on the arm and see if it says Altec.. That's who he works for. I was watching Trucks! or some show about cars, the only things I like to watch on TV, and they said there was a kit you can order to shave handles and things on cars. I don't know where they were, but I saw them do it. It looked pretty easy to do. It would be one of the first things I'd do to the car before I get it repainted or something because of the grinding and things you'd have to do, then the big grey hole you'd have in your paint cause you have a patch of metal there now... lol. This song called 'I can't swim' the start of it is like a loud loud boom boom boom boom boom.. like really fast, if it was pushin enough SPL it'd make you not be able to breathe. It's a cool song, funny kinda cause there's this thing sayin he hates water and can't swim and stuff.. haha. I love music. Be fo sho I will most definately take pictures and things if I can afford it, on my car. I'll try to figure out and find something if I can that has like a Photo Album type thing I could put on my site other than having to post them all on a page because it'd take too long for me to load them.. I used to know a couple of things, I might even have something on a CD still. I'm making this the longest post I've ever made because I like talking to this journal, so I figure why not? :). I think next year if I can, if I'm not down there, I'm going to try to plan to go to the Spring Break Nationals in Daytona. I'd like to have a friend, but if not, fuck em. I don't have but 2 in Indiana so far.. Greg and Lee.. I passed them by McDonalds and I stopped and they were like what's up :).. It made me feel happy cause it's like someone is lookin out for you. I wanna go get some hats. I don't know what kinds.. Like, I like bright colored ones, but I also want them to go with my outfits, I only have a couple things to wear cause I'm fat, so, you know. If I get a couple cool hats, I will go back to wearing my fleece shorts.. haha, they are black people shorts, which, what am I? Other than the lack of black in my skin? :). I have a Bright Yellow pair, bright baby baby blizzue, uh, if I really wanna try to fit into somethin (which, what I think I barely fit in, isn't as bad as some people wear their clothes; fat people at least) but I have one that's a cream colored main, with baby blue threadding.. like all the stitching is baby blue. I have a black-ish one that I could wear a black hat with. I think that's it.. I don't remember. Ah ha ha, wow, Snoopy is actually singing in this song.. He's slow singin kind of.. but still rappin in a beat.. This is cool. It's like he's freestylin on BET, it sounds just like he's freestylin. That's cool. I changed it, cause I don't know.. I'm not in the mood for that.. Master P is in this song.
I'll make a list of things I'd like to do, then either on that list or I'll make another that will say what so far I've found you can do.. lol, I'm pretty sure it'll be alot less.. Which one of the people's Tauruses that had alot of mods said he's been using parts from other cars kind of like ours and then making them work.. like you know.. not rigging, but either that or just build my stuff.. Now that my dad's gone, I don't have someone to teach me fiberglassing and help for a custom box in a vehicle. But what can you do? I'll just do it myself and try to make him proud. That's something I'd like to get into is going on tour with car shows and things.. the big named ones.. Not the local one that was at our Burger King Parking lot in Florida.. lol. But the ones you see on TV. Do that kind of shit during the summer. Get my foot in and be in the car audio business. Not only that, but have some kind of computer science degree.. heh ;). That'd be nice. I'd learn to wire stuff, electirician. That'd be the life, alot of work, but it'd be well worth it. All those chicks, and such.. Damn man. I really need to try to think of a plan, a 1 year plan that I could do something either every day or every other day or something.. For 1 year, yea, one year. About 180 days worth of work (like every other day and a couple breaks). If I lost weight and worked out for one year straight, I'd be about like Lee.. He's ripped and then some. He's awfully short though, he's about 5'1 I think.. But I'd trade that to look like him any day. He's got the arm band tat that looks like a barbed wire thing, it's cool. But yea, if I figured something out for a whole year, by the time spring break nationals came, I could not only go without my shirt and feel good about it, but I'd have chicks flocking around me, other than for my car!!!. That thing for my grandparents is at around 4. I have freakin 8 hours till then. I hate waking up early, but I guess it'll let me get shit done and things.. Hell who knows. Hey! It's sunday, I wonder if my mom'll let me go to plainfield and drive around.. even tho I'll get lost.. haha. I don't know I might ask.. I might go up to McDonalds or something, no one that I can work for is hiring. I know I need to get me a job and when my mom does (I don't know if she ever will she has so many excuses) but if she does I'll be gettin my baby. Not only would I want a system in it, but I'd install an anti theft alarm (god I can't think of the words) You fuckin touch my car too hard and this son of a bitch will go off and I'll crack some skulls. Wow I just found a page, the same site that I found the install kit for a 97 Taurus with Rotary Climate Controls (the 00 one we have now has digital, or else the system would be in that) but it has a bunch of stuff I can use.. it's called like the Auto Encyclopedia.. It lets you see what all things they offer that your car uses.. Shit fire, I love this. I think I'm going to quit writing in here.. I'm running out of things to say (yea right) but my fingers are getting tired and I want to go get some breakfast.. Well food, I hate breakfast foods, I like eggs and sausage and bacon and cheesse, but not like cereal and things. Later
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